Losing Myself _ Lucidity
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I don’t wanna cry for help
I don’t wanna die this way
I’m looking inside myself
Never gonnaâ
changeâ
what’s wrong
Iâm sickâ
of being lonely
Iâm sick of losingâ
people
If life is made of suffering then
I just made theâsequel
Theyâlineâup just toâsee it
They loveâit when Iâm feeble
Iâm dying with my secrets
This shit I sip is lethal
Lately Iâve been fallin’ cause, nobody is callin’ and
If Iâm breaking down, by myself, itâs forgotten so
Maybe God forgot my soul, maybe I just lost it
The second it was possible, was cleaninâ out my closet
I fucking hate dependency, ditchinâ on some truancy
This shit is ironic cause, I need it so desperately
They donât see me mentally, battle demons endlessly
Suicidal thoughts, take a bullet like Iâm Kennedy
You wanna know the reason Iâm not dead? Let me tell it
I told myself Iâm worth it, really said it just to sell it
I was fucking stupid, I was dumb enough to buy it
I thought I had a purpose, now Iâm wishin’ that I tried it
I got expectations like a drunk has got his drink
Destined for that greatness but the pressure killin’ me
I’m locked up in the basement, donât you ever bother me
I wish I could erase it, all the thoughts and what I think
I donât wanna cry for help
I donât wanna die this way
Iâm looking inside myself
Never gonna change what’s wrong
I cover up my feelings, make myself the villain
Iâm feelin’ shit so deep, so Iâm better off to kill it
I took apart my heart, havenât seen it ever since
A machine with broken parts, every word is on a script
Every day is borrowed time, I pretend that Iâm okay
If they saw it through my eyes, maybe everything would change
When I think about my history, thatâs what really gets to me
Half of it is tragic, and the other half is slippinâ me
Whatâs the point of living if itâs never good enough?
I look at my existence, I donât know what Iâve become
Battle my resistance, I could be a better person
But this cycle is so vicious, my sins are always lurkin’
I donât wanna cry for help
I donât wanna die this way
Iâm looking inside myself
Never gonna change what’s wrong
I donât wanna cry for help
I donât wanna die this way
Iâm looking inside myself
Never gonna change what’s wrong
- Titre la chanson : Losing Myself
- Par : Lucidity
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